I tried to call you but you did not answer.
I texted you but you haven’t replied.
What am I going to do now whit this empty hole? My trust used to be there, I gave it to you, you were the one to fill the hole, and now you are gone, I feel like fainting.
An hour has passed and the void is eating me up inside. Did I do something wrong? Have I crushed your trust without even noticing? Have you changed your mind? God, the night is long and my mind is full of “why’s”.
This is the cold night I noticed that I really care. Don’t leave me like this…
Did the water changed your mind? Have you fallen asleep? These demons are staring through the window door and they won’t leave until the sun comes up. Their claw-y fingers are opening the door slowly, I can hear one tapping on the window behind me. They are here now, mocking me, telling me that I'm a fool and that I'm no good for you. One sign form you will save me, but you are on the other side, dreaming, safe from the them, you forgot about this world. I don’t blame you, I did the same when the shit hit the fan, but now I'm awake.
They’re in, they are chewing me up and spitting me back to bite me up again. Hell is not only in my mind but in my soul as well.
The Sun is late, I don’t think it will ever rise again.
Is this how I pay for my sins?